2022.01.18 14:14 SourCreamAndGarlic Families looking to rebuild flooded Abbotsford homes disheartened after being denied bank loans
2022.01.18 14:14 t_mort13 A whale swallowing canoe and two people on it (not OC)
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2022.01.18 14:14 jookco tony hol : Cause of Death - Passed Away and Obituary News Click link to read full story.
2022.01.18 14:14 WitchofKorcariWild My last apology
You met me when I was more insecure than I had ever been. I use the word “met” but I feel like I should have used the word “found.”
I was shocked that someone wanted to spend time with me. Shocked that someone found me attractive. Shocked that someone who looked like *you* found me attractive. Shocked when you told me to assume that you wanted to hang out every day.
I panicked. Like I do. I told you all these thoughts, all these things I struggle with. You said if thats as bad as I get, it isn’t that bad.
So, you and I became “we.” I just didn’t realize it would end up being “You… oh, and there’s me.”
You told me to get rid of things I loved. You told me that loving those things shouldn’t matter to me, that I am not the collection of things I like. And I agreed, and said sorry. Even though I missed them terribly.
You told me to stop doing the things I loved. You told me that spending time doing those things took time away from us. And I agreed, and said sorry. Even though we didn’t spend time together anyway.
You told me I had gained weight. You told me you are a visual person and you are attracted to a certain, make-up wearing gal and I looked a “little lesbian.” I agreed, and said sorry. Even though I really loved those board shorts.
You told me you me I talk too much. You told me I should let others speak and that I am obnoxious when I get excited. And I agreed, and said sorry. Even though I like being excited.
You told me to stop working on my own projects. You told me it would be better for us if we worked on a project we both liked, together, as a couple. And I agreed, and said sorry. Even though we never worked on projects after you pushed me out of the first one.
I asked you to show interest in me. I said I wanted to feel seen, to be known. You asked me to tell you how to do that. But then it felt like you just knew *about* me. Information bought, not earned. Parts of me explained, not explored.
I asked you to try and work on things. I said we should do these marriage workbooks, journals, and videos. You said you would. And sometimes you did. For a little while, as long as it was easy. The first disagreement would end your interest in any of those.
I asked you to come to therapy with me. I said we both need to learn things about ourselves and try to overcome certain things we struggle with. You said you were so introspective that you felt it doesn’t do any good after a certain point. You said you knew all the things a therapist would have said, and it wouldn’t have helped.
I asked you if you really loved me. I asked how I am supposed to know that you love me if you never tell me and you never show me. You said the fact that you were there should have been enough. You said if you didn’t love me, you would have just left.
You always said you would try. And I believed you. You always want to try, never wanted to do.
You always said you loved me. And I believed you. You loved the things I did, the way I made your life easy.
You always said you never thought we had issues. And I believed you. You didn’t take me seriously until I was broken, and even then you chalked it up to hormones.
You always said you thought I would never be happy. And I believed you. Your words echoed in my head for far too long.
I loved you. I really did. I just got tired of having to love you in ways that made me hate myself. I got tired of being anxious, tired of having any thought or opinion questioned as if I was a war criminal. I got tired of how often you put down specific parts of me, tired of apologizing for things that are preferential rather than objectively wrong. I got tired of questioning if I was wrong or just unlovable, tired of feeling invisible in my own home. I got tired of be scared of you, tired of not being a priority for you.
And I am sorry I gave up. I am sorry I hurt you. I am sorry you feel like this was what I wanted all along. I am sorry that you don’t really understand what loving someone means. I am sorry you look back and only see my flaws. I am sorry you blame me.
But… now, you have this new shiny thing in front of you. You are enjoying life again! You are thriving the way you always wanted to!
And I am so, so, so incredibly happy for you. And happy for myself. That I don’t have to say sorry anymore.
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2022.01.18 14:14 ronk99 Seems like IBKR just turned off the transfer button?! Anyone else?
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2022.01.18 14:14 Business_Apricot_317 [friendship] 17 transgirl looking for frriends
2022.01.18 14:14 RaulTheMilkFan2011 Sum Karlson Fanart (DO NOT REPOST)
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2022.01.18 14:14 KSmia Mirial high heels 💕🖤💚
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2022.01.18 14:14 hawthornepolitics Chile joins anti-Washington left wing wave in Latin America
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2022.01.18 14:14 wiredog369 MSNBC excoriated for inviting Al Sharpton to give commentary on Texas synagogue attack: 'Beyond parody'
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2022.01.18 14:14 Affectionatemystery Learning a little
I’ve been wandering here for a little while, I found some advice saying that I need to get out of here on the way, and after walking around for so long it’s gotten pretty boring here, I’m going to continue trying to find a way out of here.
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2022.01.18 14:14 Arnadus Bitcoin And Ethereum Total Over $500M In Negative Flows, Bears Ready For More Blood?
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2022.01.18 14:14 MischiefOnOccasion New to Leasing - have a trade in
I’m new to leasing and had a couple of questions. I’m planning on trading in my current car (no money owed), a 2008 Aston Martin Vantage with less than 20K miles on it. I’m hoping to get $40K for it.
I’m looking at BMW 3-series, Audi A4, Lexus RX and ideally prefer a no money down, $450 per month lease payment (36 months/10K miles per year).
I know you shouldnt put a down payment on a lease, so how do you go about negotiating the monthly lease payments/price of the car? How do I utilize my trade in?
Any help would be greatly appreciated, as again this is my first time. Thanks!
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2022.01.18 14:14 BobbyCostner Mission Accomplished
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2022.01.18 14:14 Adomitsfine [playstation 2/xbox][2005-2008] Asian Fighting Game
Okay so it was not a fighting game like MK or Street Fighter, idk what you call those specifically.
anyways, it had some sort of storyline and you were this Asian dude who could fight um. And all I remember is this:
2022.01.18 14:14 rebelliousmuse Where do YOU think it comes from, Michael?
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2022.01.18 14:14 Elcosomalo [BUG?] MACROS RECORDING
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2022.01.18 14:14 5ireChain Smart Contract Security Audit Report from Tech Rate. 🚀 Read The Complete Report Here ⤵️⤵️
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2022.01.18 14:14 Xurb_Dicc Some inapp purchases not working for temple run 2?
I recently re-download temple run 2 and wanted to use the inapp purchases hack. It worked and ran the game but could only purchase the remove ads and coin doubler actions. If I tried to get coins or gems it would bring up the menu and I would press OK and my screen would fade and that's all that happened. No coins or gems can be purchased for some reason. Any possible solutions?
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2022.01.18 14:14 InsilentiumCCG_ Test
2022.01.18 14:14 W_Aura Chad Fischer vs baby
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2022.01.18 14:14 DifferentDisaster587 🐐😤
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2022.01.18 14:14 prodbyishita (FREE FOR PROFIT) Travis Scott x Don Toliver Type Beat - Foreign
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